Fucked N Luv

i use to think it was nothin' more than lust
little mattered wen it came to trust
i couldn't believe u
till this day i'm still learning to turn the other cheek without turning away
my lust-no...my luv for u is so true
its so much more than us
i've fucked luv and gone to sumthin' new
surpassing those normal feelings and now i'm completely in this to win
i'm tryin to say.
no ur not ready not yet.
not today
but...i want to say..to say
this is my last echo.
breathe in my last breath
please hear me and understand this is not a plea
i want u...all of u but according to u not every day
but for u thats fine with me
jus another sacrifice i'm willing to take
i'm free writing this jus to get shit off my chest
no other person has taken such a large capacity of space in my heart but you!
and i wish u would wake up..ur trying...ur lids aren't closed but ur eyes can't see...
i kno u feel the same so y waste time... y not come back

cuz i have.