26.1.10

quite frankly

i dance around freely cuz
i don't give a fuck
my sillouettes' as memorable
as Bill Gates bucks
i relay my thoughts to you to make me remember
so i'm on to the next page like the 31st of December
you laugh at me cuz i'm gossipped to cry about it
i chuckle with you cuz i'm tickled about it
the thought of you thinking of me flusters me
cuz quite frankly
you give a fuck, not me.

scenic ecstasy

been around for' some time now
its easy for me to lose control
just allow you to grab a hold
a slight wink appeases me
that's' our chemistry
you whisper hello to me
my arch contracts intensely
quickly our lips meet
our hearts beat rapidly
we're satisfying
rekindling
immaculately we exchange eye contact
as if you know just what I'm thinking'......
you know me well
and it turns you on to know i understand you.
come to me.
i want u.

2.4.09

Fucked N Luv

i use to think it was nothin' more than lust
little mattered wen it came to trust
i couldn't believe u
till this day i'm still learning to turn the other cheek without turning away
my lust-no...my luv for u is so true
its so much more than us
i've fucked luv and gone to sumthin' new
surpassing those normal feelings and now i'm completely in this to win
i'm tryin to say.
no ur not ready not yet.
not today
but...i want to say..to say
this is my last echo.
breathe in my last breath
please hear me and understand this is not a plea
i want u...all of u but according to u not every day
but for u thats fine with me
jus another sacrifice i'm willing to take
i'm free writing this jus to get shit off my chest
no other person has taken such a large capacity of space in my heart but you!
and i wish u would wake up..ur trying...ur lids aren't closed but ur eyes can't see...
i kno u feel the same so y waste time... y not come back

cuz i have.

ECHO



jus anotha day.
run astray hopin' u'll look for me.
SCREAM:: stuck in my throat,cuz ur the king of my sorrow & happiness....try to borrow happiness from yesterday though...
but she told me it faded
(cuz we let go)
u kno stopped tryin'.
i've cried...internally died.
so now i'm jus waiting to fly to heaven so u'll at least appreciate my echo....

my e.c.h.o.